The Random Blogger

At the beginning of the year , a ps. told me " You will go through darkness..but if you seek for the light ( God ) , everything will be ok " now I understand... I've been going through " Hell " since January itself... Many thoughts that i've buried inside long ago mounted up and resulted in my psychological stress besides my studies stress and " aim to score straight A's " stress.... I think most of you know that my " xin li zhuo yong " is really strong...which means that i'm hypochondriac...I'm afraid of getting sick ( even flu or fever ) , constantly weigh myself to ensure that I don't lose weight...and in the past , I always google things like " nausea , loss of appetite..." and automatically I will " think " that i'm inflicted with really serious disease like I will die...and the doctor would say " it's all in your brain...it's all small matter " I've not ...

Wow ! I'm really glad that i'm recovering from my illness now =D Last week and the week before i was like a jelly.... weak and wobbly .... At first i felt really fatigue on Tuesday... I just thought that maybe that is because of my long schedule of classes and activities on that day.. But soon i felt weird because i can't concentrate well for Maths tuiton ( which was the last tuiton ) of the day.... The next day i sat for my Sivic exam..... Luckily that paper is quite simple and i managed to finish it really fast and i doze off as i was really tired and i still have to stay back for dance practice for Teachers' day...it was really a gruelling long day.... I went for practice and I went home feeling really tired and I felt that my body temperature is really high...then i went to my parents' room and took the thermometer... 37.2 degree celcius..... = mild fever...... = still dead Thank God that on wednesday tuiton is cancelled.... but..... Too bad i ...

Jakarta Day 3 ( 4th June 2009 ) Honestly ..... I don't know why i'm so unlucky as nearly every trip i go ( outstation that is ) i always get sick.... But this time....it's Viral Infection ( gonna blog about it in the NEAR future xD ) I woke up early that morning and was shocked to see my body filled with Freaking HIVES !!!! Part of it..........( it gradually became worst and worst for 2 days !! ) Even my ear is red............... And it kinda ruined my day !! My energy level was really low and those hives are burning me + the scorching sun @ Ancol theme park..... Ancol theme park it's like Bangkok's theme park...which is something like a mini Disneyland ( why i said so.... i said so because they have their own theme ) not like Genting Highlands... To think about it.....now i felt that Genting is kinda small compared to many theme parks around the world..... We reached there kinda early ( 10 ++ am ) actually considered late.....for Malaysians that...

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!! After my fever subsided ( few days ago ) , i still have to take antibiotic ( to complete the course )!!! and now.... I cough most of the time.......( i prefer flu to cough ) plus when i woke up this morning hives appear on both of my arms and legs !! i can't wear shorts and shirt for now !! ish...... when these hives will dissapear ?? And when my appetite will come back !! ( it's bad being sick )

MY FEVER TOTALLY CEASED TILL 36.0 degrees already ! that's really far from fever xD THANK GOD !!!1 AT LAST I'M FINE !! NO NEED TO SLEEP EARLY =P

WOW !! It's miraculous that my fever is ceasing fast now !!! I was praying to god , Hoping that my fever would cease fast so that i can have more energy and strength tomorrow and now my body temperature is really dropping fast ! from 37.3 degree celcius..... until 36.5 degree celcius... i'm in the save zone now ! YAY ! GOD is great =D

Ish... Exam is now over... and i'm down with fever... and tomorrow i have rehearsal for teachers' day until 4 pm.... and the next day is teachers' day , How now ?