and yeah...

jealousy is a very bad thing....

now i'm neutral already....

thinking too much is also a bad thing....

now i'm controlling it already.....

being negative is a bad thing...

i will try to think positive next time...

yesterday i can't believe i'm damn emo

and now i'm back to the RARELY EMO GIRL AGAIN =D

* really.....to be very honest...i'm not the emo type .....

haha...

perhaps that's just the process of growing up , getting more matured and to be firm in what you believe in huh....

i'm still learning =)

Life is about learning each and everything everyday....

do not look through a microscope......

be open =)

don't be jealous ..

don't be overly competitive...

believe in what you are good at ( your talents )

believe in God...( for everything you've gone through is part of his lesson to mould you into a much better being )

and lastly

trust the ones you really love....

I am still learning about trust....

I am still learning about believing....

I am still learning not to doubt....

I am still learning not to be so jealous about other people and etc .....

I am still learning no to have a really high expectation about myself...

I am still learning to identify my goals and what I want in life...

I am still learning about controls....( yeah )...

I am still learning about being in a Odd r_____....

I am still learning how to be a better sis for my autistic bro...

I am still learning to be a much obedient daughter....

I am still learning not to be so selfish anymore....

I am still learning to think a little simpler.....

I am still learning not to waste my time staring at the computer screen so often...

I am still learning to gain weight ( lols )....

I am still learning not to be a very sloppy pianist....

I am still learning how to do devotion constantly...

I am still learning that i'm not living in this world alone....

I am still learning that i should not be so " cool " around new friends....

I am still learning to be more friendly....

I am still learning not to be so shy.....

I am still learning....

You too my friend =)

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