19/11/2008

I finally realize that i was so selfish and self-centered all along
i'm sorry that i blame it on you when you tried protecting me
i'm sorry that i can't be fully myself when i was with ' the another person '
and i'm sorry that i'm not understanding enough
i'm sorry that i didn't look at my own mistakes before saying that why ' the another person ' doesn't really favours me
i'm sorry that i was too ignorant
i'm sorry that i care less about too many things
i'm sorry that i didn't you the boulders that you were carrying all along
i'm sorry that i have to let you to protect me along
im sorry that i'm stupid
i'm sorry that i'm blur
i'm sorry that i SOMETIMES act blur
i'm sorry that i'm irritating
i'm sorry about the ' pose '
i'm sorry about my ' cruelness '
i'm sorry that i didn't bother
i'm sorry that i wasn't a perfect friend
i'm sorry that i can't be perfect
i'm sorry that i'm not good enough to be a good friend
i'm sorry that i'm useless at times
i'm sorry that i hide from problems at time
i'm sorry that i'm not understanding enough
i'm sorry that sometimes i couldn't help
i'm sorry that i am not so expose in the world
i'm sorry that i used to take you all for granted
i'm sorry that i blame someone too much
i'm sorry that i pushes problems sometimes
i'm sorry that i'm forgetful
i'm sorry that i'm insincere at time
i'm sorry that i made you all sad
i'm sorry that i made you all feel frustrated
i'm sorry for everything i'm done that made you all feel so uncomfortable and sad inside


I'M SORRY !!

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