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* looks at my food " Mum , we just ate sushi...i'm still full now " " dear , try to put some soup " * pours the soup....hot soup landed on my stomach... * runs to the bathroom.... ouch...xD

Christianity is my religion...But Christian doesn't just mean religion...It also means " A way of life " hence , Christianity have to be my way of life... Being a very logical person , Since young , I question alot out of curiosity and even asked my sunday school teacher " Where is God's home ( heaven lol ! ) " " is it above the clouds ? " " is it out of the world " and when I was 10 , I even asked my sunday school teacher " Before God , what is the colour that existed...if nothing is NOthing...then what is a nothing ? is it a white colour huge space ? but God haven't create any white space yet...so how does it exist ? " I still question a lot till before I went for my water baptism....On the first day of class , I actually knew many things that I don't know...and it kinda leaves me doubting my faith and belief in general... Later , after much research and explanation from friend , I managed to get my beliefs righ

Suicide.Is a vague word... It might be a laughable word or even a crazy thought for many people out there to think that people committing suicide are STUPID / CRAZY / ETC.... Somehow...I was that person and when I experienced something like that...you will know why some people actually do it... The thought of me committing suicide and being send straight to hell by Lucifer and his clan is downright frightening and I SERIOUSLY DON'T WANT TO SPEND MY ETERNITY THERE... Life have it's ups and downs ....and suicide is not really the way out....Come to think of it in a calculative way...Ending your life = sending your soul to hell...= eternal damnation....=Not worth it... I do not really have suicide tendencies...but I do experience the thought of " it's ok if I someone ends my life now..." or the thought of cutting myself...( indulge in self-harm ) There was a time where I was really depressed that I can't really eat , cried every night, think a lot , a

2009 ( ABOVE ) 2008 ( above ) Past two years = 2009-2011 it's just two short years , but I felt that i've changed quite a lot . To be honest , I just don't know how to talk about this.... I'm a very talkative person , yet very blur =( and despite being talkative , I am actually very shy ....( i know some wouldn't believe this xD ) In highschool , I don't have much friends , but I gained many good and awesome AND PRECIOUS FRIENDS XD they said that I've changed too... ok.... Last two years , in class i'm somewhat like the girl who sits behind , in her own world , doing her own things . I wasn't confident and I only felt comfortable with a few friends . Honestly , I can't wait to leave high school and somewhat I don't regret that I think like that because my life is so much better now =) Within this two years , I felt that my confidence level increased

Was discussing the song " Grenade " with Chung Wei and Kalin today ...and we changed the first part of the chorus a little xD Original version : " I'd catch a grenade for you (yeah, yeah, yeah) Throw my hand on the blade for you (yeah, yeah, yeah) I'd jump in front of a train for you (yeah, yeah, yeah) Our version : I'd catch a DURIAN for you Throw my hand on PARANG for you I'd jump in front of METROBUS for you Very Malaysian huh xD haha....haven't thought the 2nd half of the chorus yet xD

Day 4: Discuss your first love and first kiss My first love is my childhood friend , my very first boyfriend and ex-boyfriend. He's very manly with good looks and is very charismatic , smart , sporty and more. We were quite young when we dated , so I somewhat forgotten some details . Since he lives faraway , we seldom meet... The only time we get to meet is when I go back to my mother's hometown , or his parents come to Malaysia for a holiday ( which is once a year ). I liked him for around 3-4 years before he asked me to be his girlfriend. Since i'm a very independent girl , I seldom ask guys for help ( very shy too ! ). But my weakness are hills and mountains... and yeah...amazingly I think our sparks happened in the forest...super awkward...( where he suddenly held my hand in the dark.. ) .. that part touched me perhaps.. But since it's a long distance relationship , things are hard for us : We are young , We are not certain about our future and we have oth

D ay 03: Write 30 interesting facts about yourself. 1. I can be very judgmental.. 2. I am quite sarcastic ( ok...I AM sarcastic ) ..just don’t trigger me..my sarcasm hides my insecurities in certain cases... 3. I don’t take afternoon naps…I rather use the hours wasted to do other useful things. 4. I’ve never been into a real relationship before ( as in I have never quite experience dating and etc…) 5. I somewhat love seeing people being in a state of shock when I do something / dress differently that they expected me to be. 6. I am very bias towards law….and I hate economics more than how I used to hate chemistry… 7. Studying law is very odd for me as it differs from my other big ambitions..( Engineer and pianist ) 8. Studying A levels itself is already a BIG shock for me…( I didn’t expect myself to be here…) , maybe God have better plans for me. 9. I used to hate my college..but now …I’m being very thankful that I’m here ( the facilitie

WHEN she runs away...... by C and J Cast : She Him Other supporting characters Final Narration The Story : "What and unlucky girl" she thought to herself. The girl stood there for another 30 minutes and the guy is smilling in his own world , not even looking at her . She walks away into the dark night again.After walking for 500 metres already , thoughts ran in her mind , " I think I should just go " , she said to herself . * Ring ring... ( Her cellphone rings ) . He's calling.... " Should I pick up ? " * some voice " LET HIM WAIT !!! " Then she thinks that it's enough , she picks up , " halo " She picks up the phone " Daughter , you eat ady ma ? " She answered , " Hi mum , i've ate...i'm in a rush...gtg mum...take care and bye " And there he was....sweating...sweating from running , running to see her. She not in sight yet. At the same time , she ( the girl ) t

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!! The picture above pretty much described what I want to share about my earliest memory. Amazingly , the memorable incident happened when I was three....( which is quite shocking because according to some academic studies , they said that humans can only remember memories from 4 years old onwards ) ....proved that it's really memorable to me xD OK...cut the nonsense... I was a very curious and naughty kid which love to say " what's this " and the next moment , you'll see something on the floor or something being torn apart ( I love to tear papers when I was young and love to touch what i'm curious about and shake it / other actions lols ) One day , I was talking kiddish talk with my mother and we went into her bedroom and she took out this Red Elizabeth Arden nail polish....I was still talking to her and we went to the bathroom and sat. She starts to open the nail polish and is

Mum's going to Korea on the 13th !! so lucky =( ( bring me there pleaseeeee.... ) too bad i have to attend college...... so my birthday will be a busy day.....and there will be NO LAW on my birthday =( sad.... =( that's my favourite subject

Shouldn't choose Cultural Revolution as my topic for GP.... blame myself for wanting to be different from the rest but i know i can do it ! =D watched a documentary about it before... and thought that it's INTERESTING and easy to do... but now it's kinda complicated... hope I will work things out =D President Mao , please help me xD