The Random Blogger

23/9/2019: Monday 3:00pm Watching my advocacy video I did months ago and thinking about how I gathered all my thoughts and years of experience to come up with a decent speech that won me the  'Best in Advocacy' subsidiary title. 4:00pm I'm currently sitting in front of my laptop screen for the past hour; reflecting on my experience in charities and the Autism initiatives that I've started/helped. It's definitely a struggle to summarize my current project into 500 impactful words. Perhaps I'm overthinking and comparing it with myself. Le sigh... 10:00pm Managed to cut down to 4 pages worth of points and sectioned them into categories. Haha yeah, I'm OCD like that. Time to write a rough long essay. 24/9/2019: Tuesday 12:00am:  Although I'm half asleep, my brain seems to be sprouting with ideas. 12:50am:  I'm halfway through Part 2 but it's bedtime. Hopefully, I'll get some inspiration in my dreams. 25/9/2019: Wednesday 10:0

Things have been crazy since I've been juggling with my full-time job, freelance writing job, Autism concert plans, and now on top of that, a beauty pageant. Honestly, I kinda moved on from pageantry after my national competition back in April because I want to dedicate more time for my career. However, an e-mail came last month and I just decided to attend the video audition last Saturday to try my luck. Lo and behold, I got it..this morning. I actually applied for this right after my national pageant haha. That time very eager la...that's why. Truthfully, I think my audition was average. I definitely did better for the last two auditions. Perhaps, that's because I just go with the flow this time rather than preparing a guideline. What a coincidence that all 3 of my auditions were 1-1 interview with the State/National Director. The only difference is that I actually sang for this audition and they didn't stop me! I was relieved and I found it funny after the call was