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Tim Nyap Ming showed his violin skills to me today . I was shocked He is actually very good in violin . So I better shut up and stop " insulting " him... I am really sorry , Tim =(

I seriously needs to go for Dip. classes But i have to find the time it's already 2 years swt...swt... i'm wasting my time

TIM NYAP MING is going to be in the finals for my school's SINGING competition... shocking.......... still shocked....... the guy who sits beside me everyday , who sings ( annoying ) and playing the " imaginary " violin and the guy who always boast and talks to me about the violin ...... is in the finals for singing competition everyone was shocked Especially the contestants hehe^^^^

Saw my class pic Look super weird for formal pic But I love the informal pic I'm so addicted to Jonas Brothers's When you look me in your eyes ...gosh And i've watched The Forbidden Kingdom yesterday It's worth watching ^^ So you all should go and see too =)

There are many times that I kept wondering that wether i'm good at this and that . Especially being a class monitor . Sometimes I felt that i'm not capable and not responsible enough . Besides , I even doubt more on my piano skills ( technical , dynamic and sight reading ) . I felt that my piano skills are really bad . I just do not have the confidence . Just don't get me wrong . I love music especially the piano . I am just confused and sadden by the fact that I haven't reach my goal yet . The fact that I got my grd 8 cert few years ago just didn't help . When I see there are more ppl who plays better then me , or those who can participate in an orchestra . I feel really down . I'm kinda lost at this point in my life . Me handling my studies is even worst . Subs are getting harder and harder and I'm just getting more confused each time ( especially add maths ) . The worst part is that now only I realised that I do not have the interest in science and mat...

Monday ( 7th April 2008 ) -Only one word to describe that day = occupied I am so occupied that day....really occupied . School was quite boring today and I wish that It ends faster ...but time seems to pass like a tortoise . After recess , A man went into my class and said that some uncle was calling me to go down , saying that my mother wants me to call her back as she have something urgent to tell me . Everyone in the class was like " Chermaine , what happened ??? " I panicked... While walking down , my mind started to think about negative things.....My heart just beat faster as I approached nearer to ground 1 . I immediately called my mother but I couldn't get through . I tried calling her the second time...then it get through . " Mum , is there something urgent that you want to tell me ?" " Yes , what time your school ends " " 2.30p.m. " " Can you go back at 1.00pm ? " " No , I can't ....besides , why are you calling me...

Thursday is really great !!! haha Everything went so smoothly ( except tht our ' pass keluar ' is missing ) It was really funny to see some of my classmates present their lisan Especially Mun Weng's....eventhough he's just reading from the text =.= But the way and the intonation is really funny....kinda like ' sajak' ( a type of malay poem ) And Maziah's was so cute.....eventhough she lose her voice a little....haha But to my opinion , the most stable , confident and excellent speaker is..... * The girl who always present sajaks , perbahasan and pantun in our school * ( i've forgotten her name.......feel so guilty as the k.k..........) Oh ya , A hornet flew into the class , It flew around the class... and most of us kept shifting places... Ning pei and yeng .......( daring whey ) they just sit down doing nothing When the hornet flew directly to the fan , It fell.... Near my place... I thought it will die sooner or lat...