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* I'm the cherry behind xD Tuesday , during law tutorial , we were discussing about THIS issue : " does the current law relating to minors are justified " it was really an interesting topic and I really enjoyed it.... and I was shocked that Im the only one in class who felt that the law is unfair...while the whole class felt that it is justified.. WOW ! ..when I know about that...I was stunned there lols xD I was alone there to support my viewS AND speaking up on my points xD but Thank God..law have no definite right or wrong...it's just how you look at it and HOW you argue and defend your points.. Thank God she accepted my answers xD ( I even wrote an essay about it...since it's an essay question anyways ) - since I was worried because not much cases support my point anyways... but speaking of Law having no right or wrong...and it depends on how you argue it.. The question arises... DOES LAWYERS REALLY FIGHT FOR JUSTICE ? ESPECIALLY IN THIS COMMERCIAL...

20/20 for moral eD. exam !!!!! elated =D unbelievable ! Thank God !! :') why thank God ? Here's why : - The lecturer actually gave us 30 minutes to answer the questions... - I finished the paper within 5 minutes...I sat at my place for sometime , thinking whether I should I hand in my paper.. - There's this gut feeling / prompting from God perhaps.. telling me to NOT hand in my paper till at least 5 minutes before the exam ends , check and read the questions properly... - Oh...and really...I noticed around 4 CARELESS MISTAKES !!!! and I quickly amended it =D and I got 20/20 =D and I actually skipped a dinner event on Wednesday.. just to do notes and study for Moral ( chapter 1 and 2 ) but ended up doing chapter 1 only.... and I have to cramp up chapter 2 on Thursday..(and I know NOTHING about the chapter except for S.M. theory ) ... so yeah , did some notes on both and have to memorize all within one single day... On friday..I noticed that I have no t...

OMGOSH !!! I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS... I GOT AN A for my Business Studies !!! ( the 1st A for this semester xD ) 85% not bad xD it gives me the motivation to push on for TRIALS which will fall on Mid-MARCH ( which is after our 1 week break...) sad...1 week break = study all subjects Seriously !! THANK GOD !! I PASSED ALL my subs !! A C C E i'll make sure for the next test , hopefully it will be A A B B =D

Doing part B of the presentation now without my group people.. it's just that I rather start now than staying at college till super late like the previous Monday... and I don't wanna have another sleepover... coz I want some well deserved peace :) after that , i'm soo gonna continue with the essay ( perhaps after the presentation i should tell my group to start with the essay ) so that we can prepare for our trials... and TRIALS is super important for ME to ensure that i'm ready for the AS challenge ahead... business result tomorrow ( im gonna keep my fingers crossed ) xD

I am clear about what Chapter 1 of the Moral thing is about... chapter two is so bulky...and I haven't start reading yet... i'm tired...and my brain is occupied with thoughts... i'm amazed that despite all these... my results improved ( erm..not all ) but was shocked that I pass Econs with flying colours ( erm...kinda not A or B lol ) IF my Business studies is an A , then I pass all my subs ! really thank God...=D coz last sem...the 1st exam i failed law and the 2nd and 3rd exam I failed econs... but now I pass all !!! ( WELL i have confidence that Business can pass too xD )..hopefully an A xD but really really thank God..coz I really study last minute ( was really disturbed ( my brain ) ) that time When I OPEN my law book..i was like ( my mind is so messed up how to memorize and re-understand all these especially contract law ) but thank God that I managed to pull it through... :)

Finally , finished part A of the presentation and all of us don't know that Part B Is in presentation form and not essay form.. so yeah...have to crack our brain and do another slide....I think i'm gonna start this saturday since wednesday is the presentation.. I'm sad that I looked so tired nowadays...the stress , my internal stress , lack of sleep and too much thinking is killing my brain... I love this picture...but it's sad that it highlights my tired face :(

At the beginning of the year , a ps. told me " You will go through darkness..but if you seek for the light ( God ) , everything will be ok " now I understand... I've been going through " Hell " since January itself... Many thoughts that i've buried inside long ago mounted up and resulted in my psychological stress besides my studies stress and " aim to score straight A's " stress.... I think most of you know that my " xin li zhuo yong " is really strong...which means that i'm hypochondriac...I'm afraid of getting sick ( even flu or fever ) , constantly weigh myself to ensure that I don't lose weight...and in the past , I always google things like " nausea , loss of appetite..." and automatically I will " think " that i'm inflicted with really serious disease like I will die...and the doctor would say " it's all in your brain...it's all small matter " I've not ...

ON tuesday ( just the day before ) , the feeling is on again....now it's because of the thoughts in my brain + presentation due yesterday and exam and trials and etc....and mind you , I admit i'm like one of the thinker in the presentation ( besides mastermind E )...so really...I'm cracking my head a lot on that...and the topic about LIFE is really disturbing since we have to research on Death penalty , euthanasia , abortion , suicide and sexual harassment...mind you , yesterday's presentation last more than 40 minutes...and that's just part A ...next week , there's another part B coming up... so it was really stressful...deadline..and the TOPIC(s) we get are really interesting...BUT at the same time very controversial and we NEED to relate those on LIFE ( thanks to E who pointed out to us about the relation before we go off-topic and discus solely on a topic)..so yeah...cracked brains to think about the effect and trauma and etc..and we even watched videos w...

Finally finished the slides and etc... but there are two things that disturbed my mood... nearly vomit today but nothing came out... I think my mind is over pre-occupied with things... on the bright side , bump into DENISE today @ starbucks !! I miss OO people a lot :( who ask me to be so busy :(

To Kalin and Eric !! We spent more than 4 hours in the CITC already xD and we've finished slides about SUICIDE , DEATH PENALTY , LIFE ( INTRODUCTION ) AND ABORTION !! We have EUTHANASIA , EUTHANASIA ( THE MR. LOONG QUESTION ), AND SEXUAL HARASSMENT ( ERIC'S TASK ) and FINDING/DOWNLOADING VIDEO TASK to go !!!! WE CAN DO IT =D we're so the new SUPERHUMANS XD or is it superstudents ? haha xD btw , Edwin's group , you all super funny la...Edwin especially , how can you forgot that your group suppose to do presentation with powerpoint with media ? but you all so darn lucky that Wei Fung balik kampung ..... sad la Kalin and Eric , we have to present this week....make sure we do it without any visible flaw and hope that the deep-voiced MR. LOONG will love it and give us 19/20 =D

Even though i'm not celebrating Valentine's day , but think of the bright side... Parents will go out for dinner , Bros have Kumon in the evening... so I WILL HAVE THE WHOLE HOUSE TO MYSELF to do my PRESENTATION SLIDES =D anyways...back to the point HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY !!! p.s : I actually drew the pic above xD ( click to enlarge the pic xD ) IT WILL LOOK 10 TIMES better xD

My Cousin and my nephew !! so cute !!! so handsome !! so adorable !!! seriously !! he's really cute and handsome !!! can't wait for him to grow up and see all the girls fainting at the sight of him lol !!!!! xD

Expectations are good....but sometimes...too much will leave you "paralyzed ".... * Paralyzed = mental stress / burden / negative anticipation... Last Sunday , I went to my ex-church...and the sermon from the guest speaker really hit me...like God's telling me something.. I've been living on people's expectations since young...erm that doesn't mean that my parents give me tons of stress in my studies...but other people like my relatives...expect more from the outside...especially my body weight ( like what i've said many times before... ) I'm the product of expectations...it resulted in several improvement yet "defects " in me...no doubt. In history , men never fails to stop climbing for success and wanting more and more ( e.g : getting a diploma -> degree -> masters -> pH.D ) But in Ecclesiates 1 : 1-11 somehow says that most of the things we chase in life is utterly meaningless... Everything Is Meaningless 1 The wor...

Anorexic sufferers sees themselves as super a super fat person when they see their reflection on the mirror... Me ? Don't know " what " sufferer , sees myself as a super skinny person when I look at myself at the mirror..... I keep perceiving myself as being super skinny and super bony ugly... Last time , people kept telling me to eat more like , " You are so SKINNY !! your mum didn't feed you ? " , " you should eat more so that you become prettier " but some friends in college kept telling me that I'm not that skinny as I thought.... and they said that i'm Thin not skinny... and some people from other place say that I have good body ( erm i know a lot of you are coughing BLOOD now xD ) but damn...i'm only 40 kg :( and you think it's GOOD ? I so freaking hate it... it sucks being skinny.... people always think you are anorexic... when you eat less...they say that you SHOULD EAT MORE when they see you , they t...

Somehow , I don't know why.... My birthday celebration this year was really......Unexpected... Many Surprises and etc.....Didn't expect most of the things that happened to happen ( lols ) Honestly , I wasn't in a very good and happy mood on my birthday week ( as in before my birthday ) coz of reasons I don't even know ( so don't ask me why i'm unhappy...coz i'm also not sure ) I didn't expect much on my birthday ( I DON'T even expect lol !! ) I reach college a bit late that day ( because I overslept ) lol and the first person to wished me was Thivya lols !! ( met her @ the parking area ) .... Went into the Business lecture hall and was shocked that Kalin wasn't there...apparently she overslept too xD , sat with Chung Wei and was shocked that he remembered my birthday and gave me my very first present on my birthday :) He gave me this bookmark ( which is from the bible- Corinthians ) , a ring/ jewelery case and the pink bubblegums....( well...the ...